And so, it has begun.
I am officially trying to conceive a baby.
For years I have been struggling with Tokophobia.
I could not stand the thought of birthing a little human that could weigh approximately 7 lbs out of my most private area. I still cringe at the thought of this. Eeek!
But, the truth is that, now that I am married and much older, I find myself craving the feeling of motherhood. I wonder if this feeling is normal for other women in my age group.
I have been trying to conceive since August, 2018. So far, I’ve taken approximately 3 pregnancy tests (I’ve got all the feels) but no luck.
I’ve changed my diet, enrolled in the gym and purchased pre-natal vitamins to help facilitate this journey. Now, I get to play the waiting game lol!
This is where I am at, currently (see below)
